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Okay I love techno music! It rocks! I can't stop listening to it. Right now I just changed my thing to techno and it's awesome. It's called Krater by Infinite Dimensions

Okay well yesterday I went to the dance and danced with my boyfriend (whom I love so much! heart ) and it was so much fun. I'm glad Hannah made me go. But unfortunatly I had to go with Sam to and I almost punched his face in. He's such a douche all the time. Honestly he is and I wish he would stop talking down about people all the time. That's about all he does and I do try my best to be nice to him but it's so hard sometimes. I mean I am sorry to all those who like him but I can't say I do. I'll be nice to him but he needs to straighten up some.

Naruto: Well you aren't too perfect yourself.
Me: yeah I know and I have my flaws but they aren't as obvious
Shikamaru: That's for sure.
Me: what? Me having flaws or they not being obvious?
Shikamaru: Both
Me: stare thanks...
Shikamaru: No problem.
Kiba: Ashley you do have flaws but not all are bad.
Me: what do you mean?
Kiba: well what you think is a flaw someone may think as perfection.
Me: aww thank you Kiba. You make me feel better ^_^
Kiba: it's my job ^_^

Okay I don't know if anyone noticed this (or is even reading this) but my thoughts are portrayed through the charaters talking on here. Also most of the time my bad thoughts are portrayed and I try to make them better. For example: On this one I say through Naruto that I'm not too perfect myself. Thus meaing --> low self-esteem
But then I make Shikamaru say that I have flaws but they aren't obvous thus hinting toward the fact that I --> have a mask on just about everyday. Then Kiba says that not all my flaws are bad thus pertaining to --> hope or a fantasy where in someone's eyes I'm perfect.

Now here's another connection
Naruto = my bad thoughts
Shikamaru = hinting to things (usually my mask and what's behind it.)
Kiba = my hope pertaining to something
Sasuke = my anger/sadness

Oh and don't worry about the mask thing. You do see the real me but I hide my bad/horrible emotions behind it and so only when I'm sad do you see the fake me. Usually though you see the real side of me but when I get sad I know how to hide it real well.