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every day i wake up wondering if i deserve to live or die sometimes i think real hard about it.... i think my friends family will be lost but i just get so mad i can't control the inside of me im like a wild untamed bull trying to escape only one thing clams me down Anna, sometimes i wish she where with me that we would be together but i worry about her so much that she might get hurt or worse i would try everything to stop that from happening even if that means sacraficing my life for hers i would do it without hesitating i just wanna hold on to her becuase we know that we may never see each other i wish that we could be more than friends i hope she feels the same way about me people just try to tell me to move on but i can't i tell them i can't do that i won't do that not to her i love her too much for her to be a page in my life i want to be more to her i want to be there when she needs me i want to keep her warm when she is cold i will feed her when she is hungry i will love her when she feels empty
sincerly 619 in tha house or lorenzo