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Ever dream you lost a loved one?

Not my favorite kind of dream. Two bucks says Im going to have a repeat of last year. A week of the same type of result, but different ways of coming to it. Dad dying. Every time its the same result, I can NOT function in the dream, everything making me lose it. Last year it was more car themed deaths, and luckily he was ok nothing happened during that week. This time I do not remember the cause, just that I attempted to function at school, easier said than done. Finally Im at a store and see him, and get REALLY confused. Stepmom and him find me and tell me it was all a prank. Worst Prank Ever! Even if is just a dream. *shakes head* Ever woke up crying? I almost did...

So hopefully today will get better.... sad