Hurr
So Rand lives with us now.
xD It's okay, it's nice hanging out with him. He forced me to stay up till 3 last night to watch Transformers.
I gotta say, it was pretty rad. XB
It made me have funkadelic dreams though. eek
I'm feeling so emo today. ;.; And self-destructive. I lopped off some of my hair but stopped just in time not to do do much damage. I went back and fixed it so it looks okay now. I just have bangs again. sweatdrop My face is hideous and blotchy and exhausted looking. And my acne is ******** terrible. It literally hurts. I want to get back on birth control so so so bad but it's too expensive. ;_; I dunno, I'll see what I can do at the Bedford clinic.
Need job uhg. I applied at Petsmart. I hope they call. I want to wash animals. :b
Tired.
I'm really having a bad Time Of The Month. You know? ;-;
I feel so chubby ;.;
I want to get on the treadmill but I feel so lazy and miserable
I just want my skin to heal and be pretty and not so ultra-pink with rosasia anymore.
WHY AM I SO UGLY HURRRRRR.
God hates me. emo
No I shouldn't say that =[
It's not Her fault I'm choosing to be so sad
I'm not really sad about things in general, just about myself. I've really dissapointed myself.
Otherwise I feel good. I'm getting better in terms of the ED. I've gained weight and while it makes me paranoid and sometimes I feel gross and heavy ..
I know it's best for me and that I should be healthy.
For the sake of the future.
Our future at least. dramallama
I'm testing out the herbal properties of this aloe vera plant I have. I've heard it can help cure wounds. So I cut a leaf and put some of the stick green insides on my face. Pretty gross right? So far nothing has happened but then again it's supposed to take a while to heal.
I wish I had nice skin uhg.
 The Viscount · Fri Jan 04, 2008 @ 10:00pm · 0 Comments |
