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My parents have started telling me to stop wearing black everyday and start wearing other colors. My mom says my dads starting to think there's something "wrong" with me. Well, no s**t man. I mean really, its so simple.I guess their feeble human minds just can't handle intellectual perception. Anyway, my mom also said that I look like a freaking vampire. I guess that was a score for me in one way, but then shes all like "Your fathers thinking about making you go see someone, a pyschiatrist." she told me that at Target today after she told me that:I won't be able to handle myself in society because I'm too scared to buy things for myself or speak up. first of all, NO thank you. I don't need no freaking "and how does that make you feel?, uppity, trying to be your "friend", weirdo helping me with my "problems"" THEY'RE THE ONES WHO HAVE PROBLEMS!! second, I can handle myself just fine! Yeah, I may be a little shy, but my attitude I suppose because of a past life or something, has caused me to be used to a servant buying me everything. When I'm out with friends and stuff, I'm not afraid because they don't make fun of me or push me to do things.HAVE YOU EVER ONCE WONDERED HUMAN, THAT I DON'T BUY THINGS WHEN I'M AROUND YOU BECAUSE I DON'T WANT TO BE AROUND YOU WHEN I DO THESE THINGS?!?! I'd rather be with my friends, not family. Friends are what your soul makes friends with. True family they are. However, family is a bunch of souls stuck in bodies with similiar genes and traits. That doesn't mean they're alike or entirely alike! humans just don't get it man. they JUST DON't get anything at ALLLLL. I'm done with them. I won't give them any more pity,joy,sympathy, anything. I'm DONE with them, just completely, utterly, DONE.
so far, I still feel like american Lain.
Elemental guardian Zaria · Fri Jan 04, 2008 @ 02:57am · 1 Comments |
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