Back from the holiday, could have been better. I've been thinking lately that everything isn't worth living for. I've been going through a hellish time since school was let out Friday at 3:00 pm. I've been in a lot of pain recently and have no way of making it go away. Songs seem to define me more and more. I sometimes think that no one loves me at all and don't know what to do about it but I don't care much about my own self because I'd rather make other people happy which makes me happy for the moment... It gets harder and harder to make facade expressions of happiness from day to day. I've been writing more poetry lately so I should be getting one up here recently, if I get a chance to. I look around me and see every one happy which makes me happy but at the same time down inside of me I feel like I'm all alone and that no one will catch me if I fall.. I guess I'll go now... Peace.
May the Gods watch over you and bless you with good fortune.
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Name:Shadow.
Age:668-but appears to be 19-.
Sex:Male.
Occupation:AoD.
Weapons of choice:His Twin Swords of Death.
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Age:668-but appears to be 19-.
Sex:Male.
Occupation:AoD.
Weapons of choice:His Twin Swords of Death.
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