Its coming back, the feeling of being all alone..I haven't anyone that truely feels like they care about me here. All I can hear are the words of that annoying boy...
I've been listening to different Linkin Park songs like In The End and other random ones off of limewire. so far, In The End fits me pretty well. I'm worthless..I'm not needed by anyone. you guys will try to stop me from saying this stuff, but thats how I feel.
Its so hard not to think about not having someone for me when I'm constantly reminded every waking moment. I met this girl a few days ago shes a freshman and likes gir. Also my friend has a friend named Jon (or John.., whatever..) and he and she were boyfriend and girlfriend two days after I met her! gonk of course I haven't really gotten the chance to truely talk to her yet, but I'm happy for her.
At least she isn't left in the cold like poor high standards gothic lolita me...
thats my life for now. I wanna die but, I'm not allowed to. theres no way my body would let me or anyone else for that matter...oh well. I know a few people do care its just that I'll still feel this way even if I do know people care about me...sorry guys..
 Elemental guardian Zaria · Fri Dec 07, 2007 @ 12:44am · 0 Comments |
