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When you find yourself thinking of someone EXCESSIVELY and you can't stop, what the hell is that supposed to mean? I can read a book that can interpret dreams and yet I can't find one to interpret my waking thoughts. I mean, it's been a whiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiile, and although the thoughts have changed (downgraded in intensity), this person constantly pops into my mind. Nowadays I'm tired of being intense and constantly having to feel like I have to remind so-and-so that so-and-so is very important to me. So-and-so knows that, right? *sigh* Hmmm..So-and-so had better not read this. I'll die if so-and-so does...but the likeliness of that happening is lower than pigs wearing make up and look attractive....Anywho, when you think of someone frequently to constantly and you can't help but worry or smile, you are what I call STUCK! You love the person but you know that if you continue, you'll break your own heart, so you just demote what you have so it can stay that way forever instead of ending with bitter goodbyes. Yah, well, so-and-so won't see this. So-and-so knows damn well who so-and-so is. So, so-and-so, if you ask if this was about you, you're getting hit with fish. *prepares fish* I'm off topic, my apologies, but yeah. Getting unstuck hurts but losing someone you care for deeply stings.