I'm sorry. What happened to us in the parking lot was my fault. If you'd have been with anybody else it wouldn't have hapened the same way.
What hapened there was like a 30 second replay of my entire life. I'm not saying that my life flashed before my eyes. No. I was not at all worried about my life. They knew that if one of them were to have hit us they would have IMEDIATLY been charged with attemt at murder. With testimony of about a dozen witnesses. Anyways, what I'm saying is that what hepened reminded me of a lot of s**t I've always wanted to forget.
I'll be taking a break from gaia and most other social activities for a while.
Bye, Moon.
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Oh... well, things like that happen to me. So much crap that we go through and so many things that mark us... and stuff that time cannot erase no matter what goes on. It's feeling like that that scar us. I hate it that when something goes wrong and then everything that upsets me goes right before my eyes. It's like re-living all that crap. That's what depresses me... and other things too. Then, I write it all off. But sometimes, before sleeping. I cry... and when I ask myself what's going on? My answer is: Nothing. I'm just crying.
While there are other times the pain is so intense I can't even describe what's going on with me. I can't even tell it to myself. I just hope you turn out okay.
You'll be missed! crying