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Meh...I miss Onii-san.
He's been on my mind like all today, dunno why...just is.
Oh...if anyone here plays RO, Version X is recruiting all WOE active people level 70 and up, if your not level 70 then thats ok...just level hard and we'll be happy to have ya.
Meh...I'm not all giddy right now. I went to sleep at 4am, was talkin to Skilled and Joey...and I woke up at 9:58am...exactly that time, its what my alarm clock said. I been up since then. I wanna sleep, but when I lay down I cant'. I guess I'm to stressed right now...behold the ultimadium of growing up...
I miss Sann too. I dunno why I miss him either, but I do...
I'm not depressed right now, I just feel lifeless. My mom is persisting with her bitchyness towards me so I closed myself off from her again. I'm going to Anime Expo damn it...and she's not going to stop me. I keep trying to break it to her that I"m going but she changes the subject whenever I mention it. Or ignores me. Which ever, at the moment, is more efficent to her.
How can I be so tiered and not wanna sleep? ...doens't make sense, ya know? I guess just to much on my mind.
Somethin big happened last night on RO, and I wanted to discuss it with Skilled and stuff but he didn't seem to care much about it. I wonder if he really did care or not, I want to say he was jsut hiding his true feelings but I'm unsure. I wanna learn more about him and stuff...so I feel closer and more comfortable around him and stuff, but he's not opening up. He's acting alot like how Onii-san does and that annoys the hell out of me.
I'm deleting my sin and making a Wizard for WOE. I'm kinda bored with using my dancer since all I do is CP now with the ocassional castle raids. Plus, I hate having any melee character...especially a crit sin, since I cant' afford the equpits. I could if I sold my angel wings, but that aint gunna happen so oh well~I have all the gears--expect a phen--for a wiz, just not the skill to use one. sad I dun need a phen at all, except for training.
RO is kinda boring now. Its getting to hard to level again and I"m getting seriously annoyed. I wish there was another game like RO I could migrate to and play...if I had anotehr gaming system I'd be set. 3nodding I want a X-box so badly. My mom won't get me one, though. ::sigh;: She thinks I'm to old for games, and plus since I'm a girl I shouldnt' play them. stare ...
::sigh:: I'm hungry...nothin to eat, or cook, and mom won't buy anything either. I don't get why she has to be such a b***h about this all. I mean, she's takin her boyfriend out for fathersday (even though he aint none of our daddies stare ) but won't make us anything to eat. I even took out chicken and for soem ungodly reason she put it back into the freezer so now its froze again.
I wish more of my friends played RO. If the ******** download didnt' take for ******** ever...man, RO would be so much more fun...ya know? My irl friends would be all over it and it wouldn't be so damn dull anymore...my brothers gunna start playing on Chaos server once he convinces my mom to pay for his account. 3nodding I'ma try and make him join VX, and he agreed to as long as I helped him out. I can totally do that...'cause unlike with other people, my bro isn't just gunna use me to level and then never talk to me again. Why won't he? 'cause I'll beat his a** if he even thinks it~
Mmmm....it smells like ham for some reason. I love ham :3
My mom is still struggling to find a house. Well...not struggling, but she's being so lazy about it. We shoulda moved by now, she's cutting down on her pace and wasting time its very annoying.
I feel so drained...and some people got online...so I'm going to hang with them...bye.
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