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I've done it yet again.....
Oh my god you guys!
I did it again, how do I keep doing this? Why do I keep doing this? Why, why, why?
I'm so god damn ******** stupid....If you are my friend by now you probably know what I did....I chased another friend away, hes gone, gone for ever...Gone because I'm so ******** up........I call him, something, and he got up set, of couse he got up set, why wouldn't he? I'm suprised he talked to me this long, I always screw everything up....
......Everything, everything....
s**t here I go again, I know no one actually reads this, so I think I'll just re-name this as my 'Dark Emtional Journal'...
...Anyways, back to my self loathing, I guess I should have seen this comming....He hates me, just like everyone else does, wow, it feels odd to actually write that down and not just constantly say that in my head. Well, here is proof to those of you who I know wont read this, yet don't understand why I say every one hates me, its because I'm really, really really ******** stupid....
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