Okay, so once again, the guy I like. In my last entry I talked about all that garbage about me teasing guys at school and how funny it was. Well, there was a backlash.
I didnt even realize how stupid it was but I went and told the guy, whom I REALLY like about it, and now things are VERY different when we talk.
It used to be all: Im glad I could talk to you today, and all happy 'n' crap, now its all bland and quiet and I feel like he lost interest sorta. I completely rgret saying what I did, if you read this, dont be all retarded about it cause i am a serious drama queen, and Im sorry. I wish I could take it back but whats done is done. You keep saying its "ok" but I know full well that somethings up, or else things wouldn't be so weird. Im not mad at you or anything so dont take anything the wrong way, Im more upset with myself and how stupid I was. So.. In conclusion, I like you, yes of coarse I do. If you kinda lost interest and dont like me in such way anymore, I cant blame you. So, well thats all.. Im going to go now.. Bye people..
The Glue Sniffer.. Idiot.. Retard.. Moron.. Shmex.. Nickname for myself: Screw up.
Although.. I also named myself screw up when I forgot to shake the principles hand at graduation, thank god she reminded me.
Bye...
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P.S.
Its not like a do things like tease guys on a regular basis or anything, for one- Im not interested in any of em. Second- I only do it when Im single, if I have a boyfriend, I dont do anything like that. Thrid- I only do it to certain people, not everybody.. Im not {BLEEPING} whore for crying out loud..
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