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Okay....So because of my being emo/goth, I tend to view life quite negatively most of the time.....Heck, I've been depressed for so long in my life I'm not comfortable just being "happy" anymore....I am very weird

So, the bad things in my life:

For starters, Storm has been having so many computer glitches that gaia's ruined for him....and I learned recently it's not just gaia, IT'S EVERY COMPUTER PROGRAM. And I know I shouldn't feel neglected or think he's gone because he just doesn't want to when really he can't, but his dad and sister are able to come on....I don't see why he can't neutral So....if he doesn't start coming on more often and actually spend time with me, I'll have to let him go....since I need and want someone who's there. But, I'm patient....might be a while before I break up with him....I still love him, after all.

The school system here SUCKS EGGS. I never add the eggs part, so this is super bad. I hate most of the other students, because they see school as a boring hangout and are into gangs and other s**t like that.
THERE ARE TOO MANY PREGNANT GIRLS HERE, I HAVE AT LEAST ONE IN EVERY CLASS xp
Stupid lockout system....if a student is tardy just once, even if they aren't really late all that often if at all, then they're suspended and given four hours of Saturday school detention -_-;
So....this school really sucks
Another thing: Since I am going to be on the tennis team, as an athlete, I am subject to random drug tests eek What the hell makes me suspicious?!?
And then the ID tags.....we have to wear our ID's around our necks at all times....like we're sheep or something stressed I wore mine for two days after I got it, and since then haven't. No one's given me trouble for not wearing it, and the reason why I stopped wearing it is because it seemed only a few other people besides myself were wearing them. I'll start wearing it again when they enforce it.
It's too into the academics of school....I have a total of seven periods in the say, no PE period -_-' And yet, they do all this homecoming crap and student body president s**t that pulls students out of class. Wow, they're hypocrites.
I hate the system......

Holy crud, IT'S TOO RELIGIOUS HERE!!! Bible Belt....*shivers* It seems that every other day someone's trying to get into an argument with my mother and I about how "Jesus is the son of God, and if you don't believe that then you're going to Hell!"
Oh really? (no offense to anyone, this is my reply to anyone else who tries to argue with me) Okay, so you can't worship the "Father" before you go through the "Son" first....sounds kinda like a ritual to me stare And if it's a ritual, doesn't that make you guys pagan? YOU DEVIL WORSHIPPERS!!!

I miss California....I miss all of my friends....I miss my home emo

now, for the good things:

Well, as much as I hate the system, I totally love all of my teachers xd ! They're all really nice, I'm getting mostly A's.
I also like my new friends a lot! Saberie even has her own gaia account mrgreen

My French class is pretty fun....we wrote our own fairy tales and the favorite one of the class would be presented to the daycare...MINE WAS PICKED!!! so we made puppets and we played it out to the daycare 4laugh Now we're doing something like Project Runway...and I've got just one more outfit to do and I'm done mrgreen

At first there wasn't an anime club....now I've been invited to join the Manga club that's starting soon whee Funny thing is, I was wearing my Anime Club sweatshirt from last year when I was invited. My reply was simply turning around and showing the back of the sweatshirt, and the reply to that was "Welcome friend!!!" then we glomped each other. I'm an automatic club member!!! I love being part of the unspoken anime cult xd

I was the Biology honor student of the month O.o and as my reward I got a $30 visa gift card heart

The other day when we picked up my first report card (don't ask me why they wouldn't just mail it to us) my mom went and talked to all of my teachers. When we were leaving my mom said "Well, it's unanimous: All of your teachers think you walk on water." They all love me xd

I've been getting into my art abilities pretty well lately...I've even started to sell it online and irl xd I should finally get to Fang's pic though....I'll start it when I finish Project Runway! I promise you Fang, and I'm so sorry it's taking me forever crying !!!

ahhh....it's October....HALLOWEEN AND SCARING TIME!!! xd Halloween's my fav holiday, and possibly this year I might go trick-or-treating with my new friends!!! heart

well, that's all I have for now...I'll post my fairy tale pretty soon 3nodding

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