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"well here we go. you know it pisses me off that I can't really talk to anyone about things I keep bottled up inside least some s**t start up. depression and irritation seems to tag along with me now a days. but there is one person I know that I can talk to without s**t hitting the fan. I wont say who though least there be trouble. to tell the truth most of the time I don't like talking about my feelings for my own reasons. I'm always the one that listens to what others have to say and give advice. not that I'm complaining that is I don't mind. its what I'm here for if someone needs a shoulder to cry on. but one thing keeps buzzing in my head over and over like a bug that just won't go away. were is my shoulder to cry on? I guess I don't have one. of course I know there will be people saying if you ever need to talk come to me but to tell the truth I can't trust people all that much without someone getting pissed or starting s**t with another. the only thing I can do is talk in my journal I guess and keep it all bottled inside. well, thats it for now might wright more later."