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Angila We Miss You

By
J.A.S.

As I sent my dator to bed. I cryd by holding her han becaos she look like her mother Angila. My love ar abby girl si so big now you shud see her now my love. Are baby looks butifol just like you. But as we got to her room she sead to me.

(Daddy why ar you crying. Is it becaos of mom becaos she gon. I miss her too daddy why did she died and was momy porety like me daddy??) I sead to her yes she was Re-o-ky. (Daddy can you tell me how momy looks like plees daddy plees.) Ok I will but poramis you'll go to bed wen I'm don ok baby.(Oh and can you tell me how you met to daddy plees plees plees.) Ok ok but go to bed.
Well your mom was so butifol wen I met her in school well Colligs. I had no need for a girl-friend but a friend of hers told me of her and so I went to look for her. I was amaysd shes so butifol just like you Re-o-ky. And well we began to take and in a way I was looking momy in a diforint way. Man you mom is very butifol funny in a way becaos you momy sead to me that she likes to dora thes and I got red big time but I lookt at the other way. (Daddy why did you fays got red why daddy why? Plees tell me daddy plees.) No but ok your mom did someting so inberising that daddy got red and I lookt the other way so she wont nodis me with a red fays. (Daddy what did she do daddy what did she do. Did she kiss you did she hod your had did she she sead she loves you daddy. What was it daddy what.) No but I wish she did all of thos things. Well if you want I'll tell you what she did. On her t-short she had a pikchor on and she sead that she likes to pant thes. And I thot she ment her chest... (daddy!!! Oh like many daddy thes...) Ah no not like that and put your short on you'll get coold. (Daddy was momy happy with you was shedaddy.) Yes she was babby she was. you know Re-o-ky momy was very happy with daddy I remmebor wen I stold a kiss from her. The day we went to a romantik dinor. The time I bote her some things for our anavorsiry. And the day we had a romantik run a way to the mall. And the last noe wen I ask for hand in marigs too. She was all the time happy with me. But there was some time that she had a bad day too and I had to make her happy and I wantid to see her with a butifol smayol on her fays. (daddy why was mom sad for??) There wer times that I did not know at the time?? And becaos of me momy is dead I miss your momther she is still my noe and ounliy love just like you Re-o-ky. You look just like your mother and I love you like if you wer her that why I have to potet you from all harm. (Daddy why are you crying did I do something today? Did I mayd you cry. Daddy pless dont cry.) I'm ok I'm ok my baby I just miss your mother and well doyou want me to tell you more of your mother!? (Yes but with still cry daddy will you?) No I wont cry no more ok. do you want to know something goood and butifol of your mother? (Yes daddy I do want to knoe more of momy) Wen the sky wod cry and rain. your mother wod go outside and dans in the rain. Shes so byutifol and hot wen the watro toch her body. Momy is very butifol wen shes wegts wet. I ges thats why you love the rain too ha Re-o-ky. (Yup daddy but is momy butifol like me!?!) Oh yes shes is. Thats why shes in hevin looking at us waching mayking shore you and I are happy. But baby soon we will see momy soon just wayt ok. Soon you momy and I will be tugether. (Daddy will we see momy tomarew in the garveyard. Will we daddy will we ho daddy I want to see her pless.) Yes we will now go to sleep ok tumarow is a big day for us. We will have fun like wen you wer a baby and momy was here with us ok. Sleep Re-o-ky sleep its past your bed time come sleep. (Ok daddy I'm sleepy see you tumarow by daddy sleep good daddy by by.) Love you daddy good nigth.) Good nigth my littil love see you tumarow by by love tou too.good nigth my littil angel.


Now our baby is more butifol just like you Age but I do miss you and I know that its bin six yers now but I reily miss you. I miss the way you kiss, the way we hold hans, the way you look, at me. I want to see you and say how mochs I love you I miss you our littil girl missis you too. And in the end I'm happy to know that you best me with our baby. You my love you gave me a baby but I want you to be with me with us two. Oh Angila I miss you so mochs theres time that I want to kill my self but my littil baby I cant be weak for her I have to be storang. If you wer here you wod see her how big, smorat, and butifol she is just like you my love just like you.

Well I have to go I have a job to do I have to work in our job that you and I bild tugether. I did had fun with the holloween items in our anima stor but I do miss you. This was your adea but baby I hop too see you soon in hevin.

My love I'll have you to work for our baby girl for the two of us..........................................................................
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