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Ok, it's 4:15 in the morning. I have been cheated on and left for some whore who is probably fourteen or younger that my ex lover. I'll call this person Ronda cause I hate their name. Anyway, RONDA is being an absolute whore. She sees how much pain she put me in (in a sap) and she decides never to cheat again on anyone. I was like... Ok! Thanks! I'm glad I was the last one!... Feh. Good for you you stupid whore. Man so I can't sleep and I have this migrane. You know and it's in the frontal lobe of my brain matter within my skull. And it hurts but it kinda tickles too. It's annoying. I am so hungry. Man. I drank this water and my pee was like liquid crystal.

I think I am going crazier. I mean, I gave up my friends for that slut. I backed her up and all I got was a "******** you." This human took off for weeks when they promised too tell me when they dissapear because we were close friends and I worry. No they didn't tell me. They come to my house today telling me insane things like how they want to be an assasinite or something. I guess that means they want to kill without really using any sort of physical force. And that they are thinking about using a wraithe to punish their enimies. This Ronda of mine is going to try to speak to her dead mother through some kind of ritual tonight. She wanted me to come! She says: "I don't know how to explain this better whithout sounding like a lunatic." b***h, you already are and have been!

So Ronda doesn't love me anymore. That was quick. Took about three weeks for that random change. She promised awesome changes and commitment to me but didn't change s**t. She Turns everything around like all she did to me was my fault. To control the rage that she makes me feel and to be her friend... I was controlling the rage... I wanted to beat the hell out of that slut so bad but of couse I didn't. So my a** has been rejected because of sex. Ronda is about a year and a half younger than me. She would be a senior now. And to think, she sits there checking out every male in this school, tell us how much fun she'll have there. Ronda also dicided to start a list of how many people she can ******** in a day. Sick... She changed... A lot. I hurts like ********. Nothing left to love about her anymore.

Well tommaro I will half to call up my school councelor or what ever and tell them i can't make it this simester. My drivers test could only be scheduled at a date to late. But when the day comes... I better pass. My future depends on it.