My body is sore and my mind numb...
Today was my first physical day of ROTC. It hurt... Since it rained, we went inside for PT. The excerisises were violent on my poor underworked body. Then we had wrestling. I'm okay at 180-some lbs. with 5' 10-11", but God I swear I will avoid the football players even if they are just Freshmen. Some can be quite big and a lot stronger then me. At least I wasn't the first to go down. I survived 3 attempts before 2 ganged up on me. I was out in 20 second. I gotta get stronger. I can't wait till we get to something academic, then I can be at top at something hopefully. Anything for the 180K scholarship.
As for my mind, my sister has turned into a devil. Her yelling like a banshee, her torments, her tantrums. My poor parents have had an unstable relationship lately and she has just been pushing and pushing, they can't take anymore and my dad has called a lawyer... neutral
I said mean things I shouldn't have sad, like how I should have let her die that one time I prevented her from falling off a porch or how she should burn at the stake for the little witch she was... sad
So tired....
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