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Last night was my last day at my old job in retail. I will be working for a transporting company. Should be interesting. I have to project myself well on the phone.. -dreads the phone- and get information from customers, allied companies and our competition. Compile all that updated info in an email and send it to the workers of the company. The company is in the badlands of north east philly. The bud stop is about a block and a half away. The company workers all have the same shifts so atleast I wont be standing alone. (I do not, in any way, look like I fit in around that area)

A lot of good stuff is happening for me, yet something last night drove me into such a depression I was sick and found it difficult to breathe. I was so full of anger and violent energy I could hardly contain myself.. After a while I drew .. which didnt satisfy anything, only acting as a distraction for a moment. Even now thinking about it is causing my fingers to tremble. I wont go into details since I know some people who read this stuggle with depression themselves. So out of respect and a sign that I care for those people I will just leave this at "I'm ok"

I found a fan made video for In This Twilight. It was beautiful. I couldnt get over how well peiced together it was, sent chills through me. I plan to change my profile layout and post the video in my media. I have to find a nice layout to fit it first..

I start my new job tomorrow. Wish me luck.