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Just when the sun started shining again,
Darkness plauges my mind,
Just as my smile was returning,
My world was turned upside down,
Just as I started think I could be happy here,
Everything is wrong,
No way to go back,
Should I of told her not to tell,
Should I have just lied,
Kept my mouth shut,
Let is happen again,
Make it worse,
Or is it right I told,
Right I told the truth,
I could of shut my mouth and still be there,
Do I regret it,
No on did anything about it,
It happened so long ago,
But it's still burning in my mind,
I hope he burns in hell,
For all eternity,
I break down hopes,
I just want to scream,
Let it all out,
But there's no one I fully trust,
No one here to confind in,
I'm still a stranger in their minds,
But most of all,
I'm still a stranger in my own mind,
Nothing I do can change the past,
So I sit here and wonder,
Should I have said it,
Should I have lied,
Should I be here crying out my eyes,
Pouring over this piece of paper,
Telling my own thoughts,
Letting them escape from me,
All over again.