You know the kind where you dream that you're asleep and dreaming? I just woke from the nap I took at school after class let out. (Oh btw Maya 8.5 is super niftty!)
I dreamed of a lot of random stuff, which is pretty normal for me, but just as I was waking up, for a brief moment I was home in my bed in my P.J.s, music and my mother's voice in the background somewhere distant.
*sighs* I know that I dreamed about her in that jumble somewhere before-hand too. I think I even dreamed about flying or maybe it was more like swimming through the air. These kinds of dreams usually indicate a sense of contentment with the world to my understanding, but since I know my current situation to be far too turbulent for that, I realize it was a kind of self-medication, like a soothing balm my mind was putting on my own wounds to get me through the rest of the fight.
Oh if anyone is wondering why I'm sleeping at school after class, I had a late night at work and it takes a very long time to get to the friends' house I've been staying at; which is part of the reason I didn't go back there to take a nap before work. Two hours of public transportation there and another two to get to work and only enough time for an hour nap inbetween didn't seem worth it to me. So a three hour nap on the comfy bench in my school library vs. a one hour nap in a bed, *shrugs* I think I made the right choice. ^_^
That's it for now, maybe I'll make this day really special and post a third entry tonight...I wouldn't count on it though, just in case. xp
-Yume
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*ahem*
Anyway, it's good that you still have good dreams now and then.
-KTD
"I dreamed I was missing
You were so scared
But no one would listen
'cause no one else cared
After my dreaming,
I woke with this fear:
What am I leaving,
when I'm done here?"