kay. so basically. i hate most of my life. my mom keeps screaming in my face. or being a jerk. she s so cruel. last night there was a marching band practice. it was like really stressfull. alot of people were crying afterwards and stuff. so basically when i got home i could barely talk because my throat hurt so bad. and my legs burned like heck cause of all that marching.. so i went to bed. well this morning wasn't much better. my legs were cramping so bad. i could barely walk. couldn''t talk at all. and my mom decides to not care at all and pretend i am perfectly fine even though i am ready to puke. basically. and starts trying to get me to paint the house. sorry i am just not up for that sort of thing when i am feeling like crap. so then she gets smart and says " I AM GOING TO GROUND YOU IF YOU DO NOT HELP PAINT THE HOUSE.' well i am ready to die and i'm already crying. cause i hurt so bad. and my legs and stomach were cramping so bad. well because of her yelling add a headache to the misery. gah!!!!/ well i also have to finish writing letters to people. so she literally grounded me. "THANKs FOR UNDERSRANDING YOU JERK!!!!! " is what i really wanted to scream in her face. if i could have been able to barely whisper. so i just whent and locked myself in my room and cried for about 2 hours. then wrote a bunch of letters to people. by noon. i was a little more able to talk. my legs still were cramping about every 5 minutes. and my stomach was not much better. took some midol so it didn't hurt as bad. it was bad. so mom finally left to go to flagstaff with her boy friend. so heree i am. in muy mucho grande pain. and it sucks. but my boyfriend is being a sweety. and that helps. so yep. thats how it goes to day. almost like hell. oh by the way i am pretty much grounded again. but that can't stopp me!!! so ha!!
twilight_raven919 · Sat Aug 18, 2007 @ 11:50pm · 2 Comments |