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IT'S 7TH GRADE...

I stared at the girl next to me...She was my so
called "best friend"... I
stared at her... Long, silky hair... And I wished
she was mine... But she
didn't notice me like that... I knew it... After
class she walked up to me
and asked me for the notes she had missed the day
before... And I handed
them to her... She said "thanks"... And gave me a
kiss on the cheek... I
wanted to tell her... I want her to know t hat I
don't want to be "just
friends"... I love her but I'm too shy to tell
her... And I don't know
why...




IT'S JUNIOR YEAR...


My phone rang... On the other end it was her...
She was in tears...
Mumbling on and on about how her love had broken
her heart... She asked me
to come over because she didn't want to be
alone... So I did... As I sat
next to her on the sofa... I stared at her soft
eyes... Wishing she was
mine... After 2 hours... A Drew Barrymore movie...
And 3 bags of chips...
She decided to go to sleep... She looked at me..
Said "thanks" and gave me a
kiss on the cheek... I wanted to tell her... I
want her to know... That I
don't want to be "just friends"... I love her but
I'm too shy to tell her...
And I don't know why...




IT'S SENIOR YEAR...

The day before prom... She walked to my locker...
"My date is sick" she
said... He's not going to go... Well... I didn't
have a date and in 7th
grade... We made a promise that if neiter of us
had dates... We'd go
together just as "best friends"... And so we
did...




IT'S PROM NIGHT...


After everything was over with... I was standing
at her front door step...
I stared at her .. Sh e smiled at me... I wanted
her to be mine... But she
doesn't think of me like that... And I know it...
Then she said "I had the
best time... Thanks!"... And she gave me a kiss on
the cheek... I wanted to
tell her... I wanted her to know that I don't want
to be "just friends"... I
love her but I'm just too shy... And I don't know
why...





IT'S GRADUATION DAY ...

A day passed... And then a week... And then a
month... Before I could
blink... It was graduation day... I watched her...
Perfect body... Floated
like an angel up on stage to get her dipl oma... I
wanted her to be mine...
But she doesn't think of me that way... And I know
it... Before everyone
went home... She came to me in her smock and
hat... And cried as I hugged
her... Then she lifted her head from my shoulders
and said "you're my best
friend"... "Thanks!"... And gave me a kis s on the
cheek... I wanted to tell
her.. I wanted to know that I wanted to be more
than "just friends"... I
love her but I'm too shy... And I don't know
why...





IT'S A FEW YEARS LATER...


Now I sit in the pews of the church... A church
that she is getting
married in now... I watched her say "I do" an
drive off to her new life...
Married to another man... I wanted he r to be
mine... But she didn't see me
like that... And I knew it... But before she drove
away... She came to me
and said "You came!... Thanks!"... And she kissed
me on the cheek... I
wanted to tell her... I wantd her to know that I
didn't want to be "just
friends"... I love her but I'm just too shy... And
I don't know why...





YEARS PASSED...

I looked down at the coffi n of a girl who used to
be my "best friend".. .
At the service they read a diary entry she had
wrote in her high school
years... This is what it said... "I stare at
him... Wishing he was mine...
But he doesn't notice me like that... And I know
it... I wanted to tell
him... I wanted him to know... That I don't want
to be "just friends"... I
love him but I'm just too shy... And I don't know
why... I wish he would
tell me he loved me"... I wish I did too... I
thought to myself and I
cried...