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It has taken me almost my whole first year of high school to realize how shy I really am! Today was the scare of my life...I swear I thought that I would literally sit under my desk and wait till the bell rang for lunch. I guess I should explain to you people the reason of my shyness today...I swear I don't think I am capable of blushing anymore than I did today!

Okay anyway...When it comes to guys, I get REALLY shy. Yes that's one way to put it simply. I guess the root of the problem is the fact that I don't really follow any trends that girls at my school do...like wearing mini skirts and uggs...WHO IN THERE RIGHT MINDS THINK THAT'S FASHION!!! I'm just the normal girl who likes to t-shirts and jeans...and of course my signature nightmare before christmas jacket and my glasses on my head. 3nodding Yes I am more of a tom boy...but hey! I also wear skirts and stuff...getting off topic sweatdrop

Back to the shyness...let's see this year my best friend asked me out and I was terrified. The first time I get asked out on a date is by my best friend crying Not that it's a bad thing or anything like that...it's just...would you date your best friend? It scared me out of my mind! I'm the kind of girl who has crushes but is too embarrassed to say anything in fear of rejection gonk

Heh...totally unexpected that when this guy I have a crush on made a few comments on what my friend was doing to me today. Anyway in my film class, my friend Candace was putting lip gloss on me...against my own free will might I add. She was all like "Gigi you look so pretty! Tomorrow I'm going to do your make up!" You should know that the only make up I know how to put on is lip gloss...yup that's it. So the guy I like happens to be sitting in front of me and starts to glare at my friend. "What the hell did you do to Gigi? She's pretty enough and doesn't need any of that stuff on her!"

eek I was stupid enough not to say anything...curse my shyness sweatdrop