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First entry
My heart is broken. I believe I am being cheated on. I need to bathe and sleep but I feel so shitty. My love lies about our relationship or what left of it. Apparently we aren't dating so they say. The were alone together in our bed, naked under the sheets. I call it ours because we always sleep next to each other on it. I don't know if all this is true yet. I haven't gotten a chance to speak to my lover, or what's left of us. If we are over, I'd like to have that said directly to me instead of from everyone else. It's hard to track them down and they do not have a home or cell phone. So I'm sitting here in wait in anxiety. My family has been threatened to by my sister's friend's family. The guy was shot and they blame my sister. I can't sleep even though I'm tired. I can't even live in my own how currently. Probably not for too long though. Well I am rambling. Sorry if I am kind of vague here. Goodnight.
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