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I never thought it would happen to me!
I never thought it would happen to me!
I never thought I would happen! I always thought that no matter what I would never fall in love or have anyone to love me!.......... but I was wrong and I'm glade I was wrong because I've never been so happy in my entire life! I found some one but he was with some one else so I backed down cause all I wanted was for him to be happy and it seamed that his happiness wasn't with me. My heart did hurt when ever I saw him kiss, holding hands, and hugging the one he was with cause it felt like my heart was getting weaker and weaker but I decided to wait for him and be there if he needed help. There wore times where I felt that the pain I felt would never go away unless........ unless I end it all but I was afraid to make the people I care about cry I couldn't stand knowing that I was the cause for the tears running down their face. I'm glade I didn't because I am happy now and I alway am and will be if I'm near him he helps me he was the one that helped my realize that I still do have a heart and it beats faster and faster when hes around I never want to leave this place! Hear is the place where love and happiness doesn't cost a thing! ^_^





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  • [07/31/07 10:35pm]

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    lady_kyoko_of_the_shadows
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    commentCommented on: Fri Aug 03, 2007 @ 08:11pm
    I know that feeling!!!!


    commentCommented on: Sun Aug 12, 2007 @ 07:56am
    I know that feeling too, but for my case I tried to fight it away because I didnt want to love that girl.
    Anyway, if that's your first love, than IF(notice how I stress the 'if') you were to break up, it would be a very enlightening experience because first love is just one big step into the world of relationships, and most of all, you will start to understand love and be a strong person in the relationship.

    Ironically, lost is a very beautiful thing.
    And please dont take this message the wrong way, I'm not trying to put a taboo on your love, nor am I considering the possibilities, I'm just speaking a message.


    Life is a Game...

    ...Play it however you wish.

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    Zane Moonhowler
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    commentCommented on: Thu Apr 24, 2008 @ 03:48am
    I know how that feeling is... I am dealing with that feeling now. I see the on I love, my friend in love with another. I have even had the same thoughts, but I belive my reasons are the same as you. But, I am glad that you two still have each other because my friend the one I love... has pushed me away. So... in the end I wish you the happiness that you seek. For life is not internal as we all think.


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