its sad to admit im more of a wreck without you when i no longer hear your voice.
in pictures i stole of you i get lost in those brown hues and dream.
were states apart and all i ask is a simple call.
i missed the last one. im sorry.
the dark brown of your hair to the pale of your soft skin.
from the point of your nose to the happy of your trail.
i miss it all.
i want to see you so bad. im sorry again.
from the day i laid on your stomach in the middle of that shutdown drill till the last time i saw your face.
the first time you kissed me in coffee house till the last time i hugged you at the buses.
i crave your touch.
i have to hold you against me again. im sorry again, babe.
even the time when you freaked me out a bit and the times you confessed your like in certain personal things that i liked as well till the time i thought up that stupid, annoying twenty questions game just to keep our conversation going...
you are to blame for my wants....
its all because of you.
and when you come back, i shall wait for you to call.
dammit, doug!
its 5 in the morning and i havent slept a wink thinking about you.
the family has this emo girl in a mess because of their insensitive teasing and jealous comments of "oh, he hates you" and "maybe he doesn't like you anymore"...
make them liars.
make me a liar.
who the ******** is kathy by the way hun?
nevermind. she's a figment of my imagination that came at the worst of my dreams.
ive never felt this way for a long time.
dont make a full of me.
"grant my last request and let me hold you"
hehe, thats all i want.
YOU
i miss you.
come back to me soon.
im a miserable wreck without you.
and my smiles are becoming frowns.
turn my rainy days into dances and my restless night endless ones....
...i love you, doug. hehe, funny.
jk, but seriously.
you are my new infactuation. my strange addition.
ive gone cold turkey long enough.
and i mean that.
i miss you and i love you and i want you back here with me where i can hold you all over again....
love,
keke
p.s. and that was just from looking at one picture of you. just one.
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