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Last Monday I friend asked this boy I liked out... of course me being to scared to ask am afraid of him saying no. My friend s'posed to keep it on the down low but she says my name and I the warning I get that something ish wrong is a hug and shi says "I'm srry" I walk over to my friend and all I can hear ish "Rena I'm sorry I didn't mean to mention your name.... here's the note I asked him on..." On the not it has my name and if he will go out with me and the first thing I see is the just plain no his reasoing is because he likes another girl and he thinks they have a chance. So that whole Monday he was avioding me until gym when my other friends -heard about what happened and were there when I had a complet first meltdown right before Social Stuides- basicly pulled me by my tie to talk to him -I didn't want to because the night before I didn't goto sleep until 4:00am and than I cried meself to sleep- because I was sleep deprived and mopey. They threatened me by saying they wouldn't leave me alone unitl I go and talk to him, I slowly got up and was thinking what I would say to him thinking if I should shove the note in his face and kick him in the balls and call him a jerk for not talking to me or talk to him telling him that know.... SO I ended up going and non-violently giving him the not aking him why he wouldn't come and talk to me, asking him if he thought I would never find out.. all he had to say was "We can still be friends and I'm sorry" So now a week later I all better liking another boy he's friends with and noe me and him are talking and walking to classes know what we know but, not letting that get in the way. I CAN'T wait until I get rejected again! biggrin