I just realized that I suck at writing journal entries. There are few exciting things going on in my life at the moment. Well, actually, to any normal person, the things going in my life would probably be terms for a massive nervous breakdown. But since I am so unfeeling towards negative things, I can deal with them and maybe even find such things boring.
One thing I am EXTREMELY excited about, though, is Jeff finally getting here on Monday. I can't wait to be able to go places with him and lay on the couch watching a movie with him. There are soooo many things I want to do with him right now. Only two more days! Love you sweetie! ^_^
I'm a little sad that I won't be able to talk to my closest friend during that time. I mean I think I'll be able to sneak on here and there, but that's no guarantee I'll be on at the same time as him. Oh, well. We've gone a lot longer without talking to each other before. I'm not worried about losing him. There are lots of things I'd like to be able to say about him, but I can't. It's slightly complicated, but....those things are probably better left unsaid to people that can't appreciate a person for who they are inside. After all, what I know about him, I treasure within my heart and mind.
*smiles and shakes her head* It seems I've turned my knowledge of you into a selfishly kept chest of gold. Why should I not? These things are precious to me. They always will be.
I have so many things to do today, but I have plenty of time. I just woke up a couple of hours ago and it still feels like morning to me. I'm turning back into a vampire since I stopped working! It's going to be so hard getting back on schedule again, but I like my way of life as it is now. I figure I will enjoy it while I can; before I have to turn back into a drone of society.
I'm looking forward to my mom coming back tomorrow. I've been so lonely in this house for the past week by myself. Thankfully, it's almost over. smile
 ~[]Oxidiz3r[]~ · Fri Jun 15, 2007 @ 11:19pm · 0 Comments |
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