There was no school on Monday and i watched One piece for the first time, that was the best thing that has happened this week.
On Tuesday i heard a boy say i was a tramp. I KNOW i am not a tramp but he said it behind my back...it would have been ok had he not said "That one there, thats the worst" meaning i am the worst one there.
I don't let it bother me..but when they judge me on appearance...i wish people didnt EVER look at me, i wish i could just wear a mask like Slipknot and then they would comment on that but it wouldnt hurt me, because i would love the mask.
People think i am weird because i don't give a chinese chicken what they think to me, its nuts to them because if they werent so georgeous and sexy they would be NOTHING.
I am something. I'm a girl who spends less than 10 minutes getting ready for school, and less than two minutes doing my hair. I never wear make up. I never do my hair properly in the morning and get this , I never look in the mirror.
Thats strange to people because looks matter to them, not to me.
I didnt cry at school, this was in assembly, first day back, first thing in the morning. That day was rather good, Tuesday, it went OK.
I got to hear my friends talk to me which is good but i was expecting it.
I don't have many friends.
I don't want many friends.
When i got home i was in a good mood. That night i cried really loud and my mum heard and went to see what was wrong. We had a chat which lasted about an hour and it was rather irritating.
She was just like me when she was a child except she had boyfriends and i don't. I never have had one.
But thats the worst thing anyway.
I suppose the second worst thing is that i thought we had Monday off next week..but its not until May...so i feel rather thick, i told everyone there was no school. AHHHH I HATE SCHOOL!
The teachers hate me, everyone hates me!
CAN'T PEOPLE JUST IGNORE ME?!
One piece next Monday at 5pm.
High light of next week.
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Aww but I dont want to ignore you.