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i been feeling really down lately it is so depressing it seems everyone's made a good headway with their studies while i'm left grappling with nothing. it is depressing.
but thats just a part of it i would at this point of time kill for a magic hole and/or sleeping tablets just some way to escape.
bleh.. that sounds weak i know but all i want is something to pursue with all my heart an ultimate goal of sorts but somehow i dont have one.. nor have a got a clear aim of what i want to do after school. i m in the last year i have to start thinking of the future somehow.