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Wow things have changed over this school year. New bf, new friends, a whole entire new view on life.

So how did it happen? With a new love.

As cheesey as it may be, everything started when I found out Jason liked me. I new about him, and some of the other friends I had yet to meet, but it really started with him. I didn't really feel like part of the group until he liked me cuz they are all so close after knowing each other for years. And in the timeline of their friendship and drama, I was a complete NOOB. I was like a snow flake on mt. Everest! crying Anyways, i found out he liked me learning a lil bit about him and kinda went "awww!" Hes a sweety, cuddly, funny a** dork. 4laugh Jo might read this, but seriously, Jo is mild compared to Jason 3nodding ....this guys jumps on tables covered with like food and stuff. Hes funny sober but I am afraid to be around him when hes drunk off his a**....which he did once, and some of the guys that like me, they all were hangin out and one was like "I call right boob" another was like "I call left" and this laster person Im pretty sure was Jason "I call bottom half!" Dorks... stare And you wont believe me when I tell you about his appetite....23 PLATES AT OLD COUNTRY BUFFET!!!! STACKED with food. eek eek And his metabolism is so high he doesnt gain a pound of it! stare And recently I found out hes a shop-aholic. A 19 almost 20 yr old man shop-aholic! (hey hes rich....not trying to gloat). Maybe he'll turning into constructive shopping...I think once he figures he can buy stuff for me he'll spend more though...maybe!! We've faught over a mirror once, it was funny...I couldnt keep it away cuz it didnt matter if it was in my bra or pants...so that sucked.

So yeah enough about him. So me and him were going out and like I got to meet some of the other guys. I think Joe (thers two..JO in texas, JOE here) is the coolest to me. Buggy is just odd (AHH the horrible images!) Sammy is cool. Burt scares me. Chealsy is cool. Ben just blurted out his size when we were hangin out (gross...). It get better...I know practically all their sizes!!! GROSS! I DONT CARE ABOUT THEM!!! gonk crying Yes I know Jason's but hes my bf. I REALLY dont care...its gross....I get to hear about their sex lives...its gross. crying

So I hear about that. And I hear about all the drama with them. Burts gf had a miscarriage, it was really sad. Buggy has been on his man period, so him and his wife have been fighting. One of our friends, the one i met everyone through, her mom is being a b***h and she cant get away or she'll be called in as a runaway and she get in trouble. Everything is just kinda...bleh when it comes to that. Oh and homcoming....well one of the guys there said some stuff about his gf, wel they broke up not much later and she found out what hes been saying so theres more drama. One of my other chick friends recently was dumped. Another has been kicked out. Jason was a lil upset over some stuff but its all good now. It wasnt his fault but he feels like it was (its complicated).

Otherwise its all been good. School has been a b***h though... that was stressful, but its been getting better. Im about caught up, a lil behind and lost. Otherwise im good.

Hows it been for you all???