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Nichya Navsegda
-I will always not belong to someone else-
My ******** and waisted year
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Well, it all happened in December, on my school.One day, i was singing "All About Us", alone, and, then I heard one girl starting to sing with me too.
I looked to her and I realise that knew her. and we started to sing together in the Main Hall.A large amount of students joined to watch us sing.
And, then, we decided to sing together, just for fun.
And we were like this until March...
Then, my friend noticed that one boy was really around her.I noticed it too, but I was worried singing.
We discovered that that boy loved my friend and he wanted to date her.
She said not, because she had so much to worry about...
But, her answer was not sincere.She had a little crush on him.
The boy started to be more around us, pretending to be just "killing time".But, what he really wanted was to get my friend´s trust and he wanted her to know him better, so he could have a chance with her.
Two months ago, she started to walk alone with him...
She said to me: "I might like him"
I asked her if she was dating him and she didn´t answer.
But, I knew that that was the truth.But, I didn´t minded, because , if she likes him, then I´m happy for her, I don´t mind at all.
But, unfortunately, this story has a "but"!
She never sang with me again and the only thing she says to me is:"Hello" and "Goodbye".
And, yesterday, two things happened that drove me to think that I don´t need her friendship at all.
We have lunch every Friday, together, in the school cafeteria.But, this friday, she ate with all of her boyfriend's friends and she left me alone.Then, she walked to my table, talked to my friend, Paul, gave me a cold look, and didn´t even mentioned a word to me.Then, she went home without singing with me(We usually sing at Friday's and she promised to me all week that we were going to sing)
But, there was a thing that made me explode:
I was talking with Paul and he told me that my friend is suspecting something.
I was like "Huh?"
He told me...that... my friend... thinks that I have a crush on her.
I was like "WHAAAAAAAAAAAA????????????????!!!!!!!!!!!
She thinks i´m a lesbian?Why?"
And, my friend Paul answered me:
"Because you´re always after her"
That´s the most ridiculous!When I finish classes, she is always behind me, trying to talk with me, going with me home, trying to walk with me in the periods between classes...
And her boyfriend thinks that too!He is cold to me and when she isn´t around, he doesn´t even speak with me.
She made my year really waisted with her, by being my friend and companion, and, then, a complete stranger.
What do you think?

Sorry for this taking so much words, but it´s hard to make it short.



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  • User Comments: [1]
    That's not right what she did! Have u talked to her to try and work things out? Maybe one day u should pass her and give her a cold look then say ' I don't have a crush on you' Because...this isn't right. I should know, I've seen this happen...but th other would never act cold just...akward. I mean I'm bi, but...GOD she was supposed to be your friend and she should know better.

    comment Gothic_Pheonix · Community Member · Mon Jul 30, 2007 @ 01:46am
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