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charles (XeNeX),
you might think that your not special or whatever, but to me you are! i think and worry about you every day. and i'm sorry for hurting you the other day and the other times i hurt you. i know that you might not want me talking to you, but i'm sorry i care for you and i just can't stop talking to you. it would kill me not being about to talk to you! i really wish i could go back in time and fix all the god damn things that i've done to you; because now i finally realize that i'm not in love with anyone but YOU! and i just wish you felt the say way about me, but i know you don't. crying i just wish that i could have you again! now i have money to travel and now i can do things, but the only problem is probation, if i wasn't on probation i would come there right now!!! well i guess i will go and lay and look at your picture and hold my tiger you sent me!