My true name is Alisha Papineau.
I'm currently 14 years old.
I live in Casselberry, Florida.
There's many thing you will learn about me just by simple conversation.
For a description of what I look like.
I have medium/longish dark dirty blonde hair layered three different ways.
I have bangs in the front that reach to my chin.
My hair naturally starts out straight from the roots and becomes big curls at the bottom.
I have blue/gray/rarely green eyes. They change color depending on the mood. Gray for bored, depressed, or angered. Blue for standard feeling or in thought of something un-negative. Green for when I'm at the tops of the greatest feeling in my life. Rarely does it change to that color though.
I have a piercing fetish as well.
Though at my young age, I can not have much currently.
I have my ears pierced twice on both sides.
My bottom holes are gauged, but not big at all. Just about 2 or 3 times bigger then average. But I'm planning on making them bigger as soon as I can afford new gauges. I'm also thinking about piercing my cartilage on my right ear. Who knows.
I'm more...gothic then any other stereo type people use.
But I perfer to wear dark colors like gray, black, or I also wear whites and purples.
I'm tall for my age. I'm 5'9.
I'm not the brightest person when you meet me face to face in public. But if I'm at a convention, online, or with my friends, I tend to be friendlier.
Usually I'm wearing a frown.
But if I'm with my friends, I'm more likely to be laughing constantly and being loud.
And if I'm not with my friends and I'm talking, I'm most likely cussing my head off at some irratating person. I don't like talking to strangers in person if they don't seem like the type I would be kind with.
My interests.
I'm an artist.
I love to draw and do it in my spare time alot.
I draw people the most. Rarely do I draw animals. But I draw cat people as well.
I have an anime or realistic style.
I read alot of manga in my spare time as well.
Current manga's I've own (Note: I've read more then I own)
-Loveless vol. 1-5
-Death Note vol. 1-11
-Kingdom Hearts vol. 1-4
-Kingdom Hearts: Chain of Memories vol. 1
-The Tarot Cafe vol. 1
-.hack//AI Busters vol. 1-2
-.hack//A New Birth vol. 1-3
-.hack//Legend of the Twilight Braclet vol. 1-3
-Chobits vol. 1-8
Current anime I own (Note: I've watched more anime then I own)
-.hack//sign, 1st dvd
-Chobits, whole series
-Loveless, whole series
-Sailor Moon, first season
Anyways, I also cosplay.
My current cosplay I'm working on is Riku in his Organization 13 outfit from Kingdom Hearts 2.
My other friend, Ashley is cosplaying as Sora.
I've so far been to these anime conventions.
-JACON 06' (Satuday only)
-MegaCon 07' (Saturday only)
-JACON 07' (Saturday only)
And I love music.
Screamo/thrash/indie/electro/techno/industrial.
I'm a bi sexual girl.
Currently I'm in a relationship with a beautiful girl named Rhiannon.
We've been together since April 2, 2007.
I look into only long term serious relationships.
Only 3 times out of the 7 relationships I've been in have I not been cheated on.
I'm very paranoid about that, there for I have a high jelousy rate.
I was once with a girl for 6 years, but eventually we could'nt stand eachother anymore.
We had broken up 5 times and gone together 4 times.
She abused me in such horriable, emotionally damaging ways possable.
Ever since we first went out she cheated on me.
I had my feelings that she was.
But...she was domonate.
I only obeyed her and did her abusive deeds.
I cut myself over her, I cried for her, I screamed at people and lost many, many good friends for her.
She pratically killed me....
But I only did as she said and gave her my heart and poured all the love I had into it.
She almost fully destroyed me.
But I went back on my words and I disobeyed her.
I fought with her and screamed at her for 2 months straight.
She just laughed and smiled at how I struggled to be more domonant then her.
I failed.
She took a huge piece of my life with her when I told her to never speak another word to me again.
And for once, in the 6 years that I've known her, she obeyed.
I over powered her.
-sigh-....
Bad memories.
I'm even supposed to think about them.
But I put alot of comitment into the very few things I love.
I strive to be loved, and I will give my heart to who ever does just that for me.
I'm weak.
So it's easy to bring me down.
But I will stand up for what I believe in.
Also, in a relationship, the only time I ever can really bond and make memories with that person is when we're alone.
In public, I feel fake and that I can't show any emotions.
So it's hard to keep a relationship.
But when we're alone I'll say only true words.
I'll show all my true affections for that person.
I do everything I can to be alone with that person when ever we can.
Right now I'm struggeling to walk home with Rhiannon alone on the last day of school.
And to go to the dance with her and hang out back stage.
Eh, I dunno, I'm to emotional right now. Excuse me.
I'm currently 14 years old.
I live in Casselberry, Florida.
There's many thing you will learn about me just by simple conversation.
For a description of what I look like.
I have medium/longish dark dirty blonde hair layered three different ways.
I have bangs in the front that reach to my chin.
My hair naturally starts out straight from the roots and becomes big curls at the bottom.
I have blue/gray/rarely green eyes. They change color depending on the mood. Gray for bored, depressed, or angered. Blue for standard feeling or in thought of something un-negative. Green for when I'm at the tops of the greatest feeling in my life. Rarely does it change to that color though.
I have a piercing fetish as well.
Though at my young age, I can not have much currently.
I have my ears pierced twice on both sides.
My bottom holes are gauged, but not big at all. Just about 2 or 3 times bigger then average. But I'm planning on making them bigger as soon as I can afford new gauges. I'm also thinking about piercing my cartilage on my right ear. Who knows.
I'm more...gothic then any other stereo type people use.
But I perfer to wear dark colors like gray, black, or I also wear whites and purples.
I'm tall for my age. I'm 5'9.
I'm not the brightest person when you meet me face to face in public. But if I'm at a convention, online, or with my friends, I tend to be friendlier.
Usually I'm wearing a frown.
But if I'm with my friends, I'm more likely to be laughing constantly and being loud.
And if I'm not with my friends and I'm talking, I'm most likely cussing my head off at some irratating person. I don't like talking to strangers in person if they don't seem like the type I would be kind with.
My interests.
I'm an artist.
I love to draw and do it in my spare time alot.
I draw people the most. Rarely do I draw animals. But I draw cat people as well.
I have an anime or realistic style.
I read alot of manga in my spare time as well.
Current manga's I've own (Note: I've read more then I own)
-Loveless vol. 1-5
-Death Note vol. 1-11
-Kingdom Hearts vol. 1-4
-Kingdom Hearts: Chain of Memories vol. 1
-The Tarot Cafe vol. 1
-.hack//AI Busters vol. 1-2
-.hack//A New Birth vol. 1-3
-.hack//Legend of the Twilight Braclet vol. 1-3
-Chobits vol. 1-8
Current anime I own (Note: I've watched more anime then I own)
-.hack//sign, 1st dvd
-Chobits, whole series
-Loveless, whole series
-Sailor Moon, first season
Anyways, I also cosplay.
My current cosplay I'm working on is Riku in his Organization 13 outfit from Kingdom Hearts 2.
My other friend, Ashley is cosplaying as Sora.
I've so far been to these anime conventions.
-JACON 06' (Satuday only)
-MegaCon 07' (Saturday only)
-JACON 07' (Saturday only)
And I love music.
Screamo/thrash/indie/electro/techno/industrial.
I'm a bi sexual girl.
Currently I'm in a relationship with a beautiful girl named Rhiannon.
We've been together since April 2, 2007.
I look into only long term serious relationships.
Only 3 times out of the 7 relationships I've been in have I not been cheated on.
I'm very paranoid about that, there for I have a high jelousy rate.
I was once with a girl for 6 years, but eventually we could'nt stand eachother anymore.
We had broken up 5 times and gone together 4 times.
She abused me in such horriable, emotionally damaging ways possable.
Ever since we first went out she cheated on me.
I had my feelings that she was.
But...she was domonate.
I only obeyed her and did her abusive deeds.
I cut myself over her, I cried for her, I screamed at people and lost many, many good friends for her.
She pratically killed me....
But I only did as she said and gave her my heart and poured all the love I had into it.
She almost fully destroyed me.
But I went back on my words and I disobeyed her.
I fought with her and screamed at her for 2 months straight.
She just laughed and smiled at how I struggled to be more domonant then her.
I failed.
She took a huge piece of my life with her when I told her to never speak another word to me again.
And for once, in the 6 years that I've known her, she obeyed.
I over powered her.
-sigh-....
Bad memories.
I'm even supposed to think about them.
But I put alot of comitment into the very few things I love.
I strive to be loved, and I will give my heart to who ever does just that for me.
I'm weak.
So it's easy to bring me down.
But I will stand up for what I believe in.
Also, in a relationship, the only time I ever can really bond and make memories with that person is when we're alone.
In public, I feel fake and that I can't show any emotions.
So it's hard to keep a relationship.
But when we're alone I'll say only true words.
I'll show all my true affections for that person.
I do everything I can to be alone with that person when ever we can.
Right now I'm struggeling to walk home with Rhiannon alone on the last day of school.
And to go to the dance with her and hang out back stage.
Eh, I dunno, I'm to emotional right now. Excuse me.
