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I've been on online dating sites, I've slept with people who I barely knew, and then on a kid's site of all things I met the most wonderful person on the Earth. I never knew what it liked to be loved, to be cared about, to just be happy and completely content with someone. He means the world to me and I don't know what would have happened had something bad happened or if we had never met. Those are not futures I like to think about. However, I have never been so happy. He makes me smile just thinking about him. He makes me stop and enjoy the roses, or to stop and just enjoy the touch of his lips on my own, the touch of his fingers on my skin. I don't think I could ever imagine a romance like this no matter how much romance I read. I don't think I could ever love someone so much and let someone have so much of my heart and not regret it. He means the world to me and I hope he never falls on an to frown. I know that life isn't always going to be happy smiles and giggles, but I know I can help turn a frown upside down!

Even if he is correcting my grammar/spelling by reading over my shoulder as I write this. I still love him. I love you Leo, and I wish I could show you each and every day. You are amazing and there is no way I could be this happy without you in my life. Don't ever die on me you crazy fool!