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Okay, so I almost passed out this morning, awesome right?
Well I wake up thinking im going to school then walk into the bathroom and stand in front of the mirror. Everything starts turning white and fuzzy like I got up too fast, but I then realize my stomach is weak, im sweating irrefutably, and my muscles are burning like ive been working out. I am not quite sure of what happened after this, but I’ll tell you what I could remember. I went from the sink to the ground. Everything went black and I started falling, I hit my head on the wall then a few moments later could see again. I still felt like I was going to vomit so I called my mom telling her everything and layed in bed for a little longer.
Well I currently am starting to feel better. I seriously hope that everyone is having fun at school though. Just. Kidding. xp heart domokun
 .+Craptastic+. · Fri Apr 08, 2005 @ 04:51pm · 1 Comments |
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Hah, well it's been forever since i've posted but my house just got exterminated so it'll have to be short. Cuz im currently to the point of near fainting. Fun. Its spring break week for me and so far it has been busy. But yeah. That whole drama is over and that chick stiiilll hates me! blaugh
Soo, please comment or whatever. I don't know, just do something for the most awesome person in the world. And if you arent sure who that is then look at the username of the person typing this. K well, im going to go call my friend again and hope she is home finally. I wouldn't mind talking to her older brother though. He's hawt. In that skater-boyish way. domokun
.+Craptastic+. · Thu Mar 10, 2005 @ 10:44pm · 0 Comments |
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Arg im way over Shelby by now, i'm sick of people telling me how he doesn't like me. They say it like he doesnt even want to be my friend anymore. There is a really sweet boy in my math class that ive been connecting with. He is availible and he has the most adorable laugh. When he is happy so am I. But if he looks sad and isnt as cheerful as normal im hurt for the rest of the day. He knows im interested and has been talking to me a lot more now. Im in second period currently and he is in my 6th. I think ill give him a hug today. Ill flirt with him mand tell him he has no crew. 3nodding whee blaugh wink heart
But anyways, the girl that has "hated" me for so long now wants to be my friend. She hasnt dared to beat me up like she has been telling everyone she would. As I know and everyone else does, no one can resist the Sammi! My damned acne is coming back but little things about me are changing. Like I looked in the mirror today to notice there was something different about my face other than the acne.[sarcasm] Im maturing, yay. [/sarcasm]
.+Craptastic+. · Wed Nov 03, 2004 @ 04:06pm · 1 Comments |
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Meh. Well that so called friend ive been talking about now hates me. But the great part is that I didnt do anything! Now she is going around talking smack abnout me but everyone is realizing how much of a liar she is. You know the term "What goes around, comes around?" Well I think she is going to get smacked in the face with a big ball of hate in a little bit. She actually dares to go around saying she is going to beat me up when she walks home with me from school. I chose to let her create her own grave and treat her like normal. She is going down faster than I thought she would. My acne is clearing up BUNCHES and I have like none left and am hott again.((Illiterate)) But I cant stand the fact that she is telling her boyfriend stuff about me so he will ignore what I say when I try to tell him she cheated on him. She kissed another guy. Damn her that dirty slut. She gets a really hot 9th grader to go out with her then cheats. That idiot. Oh well, there is a dude in my math class though. I find him attractive and I have been flirting with him since the dance we had friday. He has a high-pitched voice but instead of being annoying at this stage in his life its actually quite adorable. He bought me a drink at the dance too. Its a good start okay???
.+Craptastic+. · Mon Oct 25, 2004 @ 02:36am · 0 Comments |
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Im really sad right now. I've been really moody lately and to top it off I think Shelby is mad at me and I didnt do anything. I am really starting to hate myself, Im actually thinking about like starving myself. Or eating very little. I hate the way no one ever treats me right and no one listens. My friend abuses me when she is around cute boys to look cool. God, the only good thing that happend to me was passing the first 6 weeks. I am so mad right now I think im going to go write poetry. I hate everyone around me right now. Trapped in a little cage of love for Shelby, Im desperately trying to break free from its clutch.
.+Craptastic+. · Sun Oct 10, 2004 @ 10:37pm · 3 Comments |
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Earlier today I made a huge journal entry in 2nd period but stupid gaia ate it. Well, now about my man. Im falling for a guy that goes to another jr. high named Shelby. He is wonderful to me, although he doesnt know I like him yet and im really stressed out lately. Normally im a straight A student but I have a cruel Language Arts teacher. And because of that im failing. Currently I am really confused on if I should tell him I like him or not. It cant hurt right? Help me please, I just cant lose him!
.+Craptastic+. · Wed Sep 29, 2004 @ 12:11am · 0 Comments |
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Hello everyone, just making my first journal entry to introduce myself. My name is Samantha and I live in Texas. Im nearly 13 but almost too mature for myself. If you didnt know my real age and talked to me in the forums, you might think im 15 if I wasnt hyper. But anyways, I am a young poet. Im not one of the best but im better than some. If you pucker up to me I may post a few I'm willing to share. Right now my family is going through hard times and I thought this would be a good way to "air out" my emotions and things i cant share with people that I know in the real world that just make it harder on me. Anyways I better get going because I have to finish my homework before my dad yells at me.
.+Craptastic+. · Sun Sep 26, 2004 @ 11:44pm · 1 Comments |
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