Emotions are spilling
as tears are welling
my eyes hurt so much
but not as much as my heart ache
I hate how every song reminds me of you...
or how everywhere I go, I see your name or someone that resembles you...
I hate it
I hate it.
I wanted to talk to you...but didn't get to.
I was given advice...that simply broke my heart into two...
Thoughts roam my head like a speedy highway
I was told to move on... and never look back
and maybe I should
maybe it will be for the best..
but no matter how many times I try to convice myself that moving on is the correct thing to do
my heart still refuses
I hate how stuborn my heart can be
what am I to do ?
what am I to think?
I wish you were here..to clear my mind
to tell me what I should do...
and not what your friends says...
I want to talk to you
I need to talk to you
but will I have the courage to speak my thoughts to you...
will I ?
I won't know until I try...
-CZ
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