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Hawk's World of Wonder! No, I don't sell MODchips...
Wherein Hawk drove back the oppressors with a pointy stick.
So Young...So Angsty...Damn that Life!
The vacation is continuing to go and sadly, it's almost over. I wish I didn't have to go back to school because honestly...I'm just not feeling it anymore. I'm not enjoying playing the saxophone like I used to and it makes me think of all of those talks that Bishop and I have had over the years about doing something if you really want to do it. I guess I'm just seeing finally that I'm not cut out for music. I think I've finally decided that I'm just going to switch majors and get a Performance degree instead and finish within a year. Then maybe I'll go back to working at EB while giving private lessons. Either way, I think I'm kind of done with alot of this crap.

Right now I'm pretty...Meh. I don't know. It's like a mix of angst, realization and acceptence hitting all at once and it's got me wanting to just blow s**t up in Mechassault, but I can't right now.

Don't want vacation to end...Want to stay... cry






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Jagermeister
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commentCommented on: Fri Mar 11, 2005 @ 10:02am
I think that before you make a decision that will alter your future, you need to come home and get back into the groove. If you still despise it in a few weeks, then do what you need to do.


commentCommented on: Sat Mar 12, 2005 @ 12:11pm
I agree with Jager, and I wish you'd contacted me earlier than the other day, I obviously couldn't get a ride in time so we could hang out. I'm sorry, man.

And I severely hope you did what I told you.



Delinquent Cry-Baby
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