Well today sucked.
Not only did it feel like one of those crappy Mondays, but my period hit me. Right in the middle of fricken' math class. And I was wearing a white skirt today too. X_x
*cries*
So I've been walking around all day today with the stomach cramps from Hell. I was wondering why I felt so sick this morning... now I know. I couldn't even eat breakfast this morning. I didn't even get to finish my tea before I suddenly felt like I was going to throw up. Fricken' tea, dammit! That is not cool at all. Didn't eat lunch either. Forgot my lunch munnies. Not a big deal though, because the school lunch sucked today anyway... and I still felt too sick for food.
And school... well, school is still crap. I thought I'd learn to like it. Make new friends and all that rot. I kept pointing out great things about it to try and like it a little more... But despite all of that... I still hate the school here with a burning passion.
I'm totally panicking over school work, when I don't need to. I've gone back into a "draw on everything" phase, even though I haven't been able to draw anything worthwhile for some time now.
I dunno... I'm just feeling all down in the dumps and stuff. I guess I figured that I've done this moving thing so many times... it wouldn't bother me as much to do it again. How wrong I was. I was all excited when I first got here. Got all settled in and stuff. Well... over the weekend... I suddenly ran out of happy. Now I just feel all crappy and depressed about the whole thing.. =[
The whole time-of-the-month thing isn't helping me at all either.
Ophrysia · Wed Feb 21, 2007 @ 01:20am · 0 Comments |