What is the deal with love? It's like if you're looking for 'young love' you're both screwed and dateless. stare It sucks. And if you're not... you get somebody perfect. Oh maybe it's that life seems enjoyable when you're not looking because it's just that! you're not looking! And it seems that nobody in the world loves you (in that sense) when you are looking because you want it so bad but... you can't seem to find anybody.
Like me for example: You might think this depressing but at the ripe age of 15 and a half I have never once have I had a boyfriend. not on gaia. Nor in the "real world" (But possibly in the matrix...no j/k!) I openly admit this and I want to be completely honest. I wish to death I would have one, but I have no clue what's up. Usually I am a very optimistic person but I need to figure out the reason why I haven't had one yet.
*sighs* I wish I knew... Because I would then see if it was that I am too shy? Or too quiet? Or...?
Ps::man this is desprite... do not pity me!
 psychotic__Gal · Fri Oct 08, 2004 @ 05:25am · 0 Comments |
