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today was a great day besides the fact i miss my ashke <3
but good stuff happened, my old friend said i can be his good friend again in time, and thats all i wanted ^_^ he is a good person, i just didnt realize i was the cause for 80% of the problems and the other 20 was because i was over sesitive blaugh
another good thing is that nan and suri arn't ignoring me, i felt bafd like i did something wrong, but i didnt, they r just hopelessly in love hehe >///<
i also got my appointment for my mri, thats great ^^, my muse is adorable, as usual, and got in a fight with a friend, but hopefully he will realize i wasnt drubk, geezez, 1 crappy beer is nothing to a scot/irish, its only 5% alcohol, tastes like crap, i dont enjoy getting drubk unless im very depressed. yes i was sad for a short period of time but i think i misunderstood, i think? all i know is my old friend doesn't hate me, he's very important to me. changed my life for the better, got me outa a bad place.
see i had a headache, i drank one beer in what 5 hours?? my headache is gone, its even impossible to get a damn headache from how slow i drank it, i fell asleep half way through the stupid bottle, dreamed of playing with cat in a gum making machine, like factory, she was playing with it like playdough, in the dirt and chewing it(had a clum bout the size of a volley ball) so im like dont chew it angel, see mommy has tons, this ones 4 eating.
omg that reminds me, i love cat sooooo much crying last night she was singing, ohh i love my momma jean, momma jean, oh i miss momma jean, ohhhh momma jean i love you heart heart heart heart she said it like that!! she speaks so clear, every1 is so surprized how gifted she is, and she sings too. she also tell me " momma sing my sunshine" ive been singing that to her since shes been born. shes at debbie my sisters for the night. everything is just going good, except for my ashke, but my gut tells me he is missing me so much, its like i can feel his sadness. but then again i could b wrong, but i know always fallow your guy, fallow your heart and u will get hurt, fallow ur head u will miss out, fallow ur guy and u will see what you are ment to. yay me today **hugglz everyone**
 lil_qt_cat1 · Sat Feb 10, 2007 @ 07:27am · 0 Comments |
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