[dated before Takie went missing]
-Journal-
This day I have found more warm faces. I had called this place a fairy tale and it seems to be so. Journal, perhaps you are the only one who will ever know. I feel loved in this place, and so I do love it back. I fear it is not only Mika who feels my heart. It is everyone. Takie has always been so kind, and so is Rain. I love them, as well. I remember when I first felt pity for Eddie, and here I am, feeding on that pity. Journal, for anyone's sake, I do not wish for them to know the truth. I want them to be happy, not awkward. Their smiles were my own medication. They always make me feel better. It is some place I have yet to experience such kindness. Every living person, all of my friend who are now here, different from the world I suffered through in the past, I love them all. It has encompassed my hatred from past figures, such as Carrol, who left this dreadful scar upon my chest with nothing more than hate and sin. He truely was a fallen angel. It bleeds now, for every time he calls my name, wishing for my death. Journal, please care for my memories. They are all special to me. I wish not to leave. Staying here with every person fills me with the enemy of greif. They are my friends, and my love.
~Ruby
 Amazing Q · Sat Dec 23, 2006 @ 06:22pm · 1 Comments |
