This has to be the worst time of the year for me. Soon everyone will be out with their signifigant other and I'll be the stand alone in the corner. Is it so wrong for me to have someone? My relationship with my parents is alredy less than loving. I suppose that is why I'm so desperate to find someone, to get that love that I don't get at home. But everywhere I turn is a dead end. Those girls that do like me, are thousands of miles away and there is nothing to remedy the longing I have to hold someone close to my heart. Perhaps this is God's way of punishing my for a past full of volience and a soul thick with bloodlust.
Kuronbou Toraneko · Sat Feb 05, 2005 @ 09:08pm · 3 Comments |