As if my day weren't tiring already *it's Tuesday, Aqua's Hell Day today...*, I just got done with updating the GEN. Wanna take a shot at how many items I just updated?
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44 items. xp
Honestly, I really need a break after this, but we'll see... I never thought I'd ever have to update so many in one shot, but... wow. My head hurts now, and for good reason.
Oh well. I know that many of the updates were sorely needed, and I don't know why, but it's already difficult to trust most anyone to doing it, hence why there's such a small amount of updaters... but I wish the others would do a little more because I still don't have 'net at home and CT's way too busy with school to be online much anymore. It'd surely help my stress levels a bit.
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I don't think I'll be calling Heavens Exile/Kalec (Oliver) anymore. Things are okies now between him and Nephy, so I don't feel worried enough to call. Besides, I don't want to feel like I'm being a late-night bother or anything when he's working just as hard as I am to get through this term of school and the rest of our school careers.
I must've seemed so silly, calling all the time, concerned over someone I've never met in real life. Oh well... that's just the way I am, I guess. Perhaps with this type of outlook on life, I'll someday find someone who feels the same way, you know? Someone who'd rather get hurt than let others get hurt... who considers others above their own well-being...
Someone just for me.
Kathy and Kenny have been together for 5 years *next week*. I find that truly amazing that despite their age difference, they still manage to keep their relationship and their love alive.... As to whether I'll ever find someone like that for me... I guess we'll see.
Dreams are fragile little things similar to a child's belief in mythical creatures. A tiny seed of truth is enough to bring it all to a close, shutting the door to a spirited facet of the mind.
I wonder.
Where do your dreams lie?
In the past, broken like an old toy you abandoned and have forgotten... or do they still hold your heart and mind, keeping you alive and reassuring you that you exist?
At any rate, I'd better go buy that book for Art 121 before I get yelled at. Laters.
 Aquafire · Tue Oct 05, 2004 @ 08:17pm · 4 Comments |
