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My Life inside and out of this game

	Another Depressing Time
	Another Depressing Time


How come when it comes to me being happy the world cant f#cken take it. It seems that everytime i get through something painful and then finally get close to being happy another thing comes up that just makes me ten times more upset. I dont get it. It just seems the world hates me more then ever and its truely bugging the hell out of me and im not sure how much i will be able to take. I broke down yet again but not really bad this time but still i dont want to get anywhere close to truely breaking down. For everyone who has been reading my journal they know that ill be dead after i have the big break down and for those who havent been cause they really dont care the oh well. i really hate life and i said before the people here, my friends, and my bf are the only ones keeping me alive. Even though i have all these people though im not sure its going to save me when i truely break down. Sorry guys.. anyways im keeping my promise by not cutting myself but i have found a new friend with needles... well im sorry for that too but no ones really given me a choice... ttyl people who read this Ishira Tsubasa · Tue Jan 25, 2005 @ 01:01am · 2 Comments


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	Life just kinda sucks that way... I read an article that people who cut themselves useually do it so they won't REALLY hurt themselves, or others. And if you know a cutter, don't try to stop them at once, make them come to terms with what is making them think they are worthless or so. My friend sent it to me... cause I wasn't in the best mood. Things happen to me, also... one minute I'm so close to being so happy, then fate grabs it away before I can blink... It's happened many times. I hope that if you do have that big break-down that someone you love and who loves you will be around to stop you from hurting your-self. I know there's nothing I can really say, but I know you'll be alright. Remember, what Lucas told me, Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem.This sometimes helps me, instead of looking in the past, try looking into the future. Look at what life will be like once you graduate, move from this hell-hole, have a nice place somewhere with Largo, perhaps a small family... Try to think what that will be like. Think what you would be missing if you weren't around! And think of all the people who will miss you. Life is to delecate... one thing and it will shatter, but before it does, try to live life to the fullest. Make the best out of a bad thing... It sometimes works... at least for me it does... sometimes. I know I've said it before, but you can't hear it enough. We love you, very much, all of us! Well, I'll see you at school, okay? Bye heart Offline Krishna230 · Community Member · Tue Jan 25, 2005 @ 03:08am


	life throughs us curves like that, ive had break downs, cancer, and many other problems in my life. us people that are keeping you alive we are trying to cheer you up, i let you beat me up for agretion, so you have a punching bag for all of your hard times lol, but im not kidding, we are her for you katie so when you need someone to talk to, your best friends are here for you, you may not like a few of us for a couple of reasons, but we still listen to you, ill see you at school, bye bye booooooooo xp P.S. plz dont commit suicide, it is a permanent solution to a temporary problem, so you need to deal with it by talking to us, and....beating me up sweatdrop hehehe...lol Offline AcresofShade · Community Member · Thu Jan 27, 2005 @ 02:09am

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