i finnaly made up my mind, i cant take it anymore, 4 days of groveling at his feet for something much less then things hes done 2 me. i may b nothing to him, but when im gone he might actually miss me, doubt it tho, but who cares anymore, im tired of caring for some1 who doesnt care or at least refuses 2 treat me like a damn person. should have known he was going 2 change, i made his head bigger then a blimp when u was with him. i dont hate him, i just have had enough, im tired of being the only1 putting effort in this friendship. anf u know, even if he doesnt miss me i dont care, y should i waste feelings, done enough of that. and really, to b honest, he never acted like my feelings ever mattered anyways, so um done
lil_qt_cat1 · Sat Oct 07, 2006 @ 08:50am · 2 Comments |