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yay meeeee **hugglz cat** ^.^, all i ever need is her |
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i dont quite know how 2 say how i feel, those 3 words r said 2 much but not enough, if i lay here, if i just lay here would u lay with m,e and just 4get the world, 4 get wat we r told b4 we get 2 old, show me a garden thats bursting into life.
what a pretty song. i like it, but why would some1 lay with him, and just 4get, that doesnt happen irl, irl u get left behind 4 not being good enough, its funny how life can b so horrible, then for a very very short while iu r let out of the cages of life, then reality hits u and u get dragged back down, if u dont fight, doesnt that make u weak?? well i fought my damndest and tried everything i could possibly do, and it just never ends the way u wish and prayed it would, but never does. but im semi glad, no more dissapointments in life. i like not expecting good things, soon my heart will give out im sure, knowing my anxiety killed it yesterday. y wont it just give out, did 4 times y not now wen i need it 2. rejection is 2 new in my blood, lol, tho that doesnt bonely. proving every1 right how weak i really am, god just kill me 4 the love of u y do u torture me wirth illusions of happiness!! yay 4 drama queenness, but its good, its all good. hehe ^_^ not even going to drink water so my body takes the full blow see if it can handle that lovely blow, knowing me, me being evil and the good die young, im screwed 4ever. but least i will meet lots of nice lil kitties, b4 i die, and if they dont take away my cat, i swill b so happy just 2 c her big grin when i am helping her with her wonderful future. maybe i will b lucky and she wont put me in a bad old age home. oh gawd i dont want 2 get older lol, poh who cares, whats a wrinkle or 2 between friends. yay.ug me, its the fact, the fact i thought i meant somthing, i actually looked in the mirror and said, hey, ur not so bad, life was just a lil rough, everythings getting better, but where am i getting these answeres from?? its not better, its more l
 lil_qt_cat1 · Sun Oct 01, 2006 @ 02:13am · 0 Comments |
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