Okay so I am having to use my journal to vent tonight.
Tonight I'm having one of my famous anxiety attacks.Its been quite a while since I've had one. I'm taking a few deep breaths and am saying sod it and having a smoke. So I went to post up a photo
yet decided to change it as I didn't at the time realize how sad it looked obviously blast from the past has caused more damage than I thought and have been feeling like it is happening all over again. Recently its just felt like I've been having so much bad luck welp it cant last forever. I decided to get my book out which always helps to re-focus my mind and most likely will have a long wait to find out whats going to happen tonight. I just wish I knew what I did wrong. So I'm going to re-frame from looking at random posts as I know I'll end up posting crap lol . I just hope things turn out for the better soon and those positive days return shortly. I hate to type s**t like this,just needed to get some worrys off of my chest have a great night stalkers of the journal and of course my love to everyone who reads my dribble.
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