Man, i'm in such a bitchy mood rigth now. I don't even know why. I'm jsut f*eeliong6 (ok, my baby brother is typing on the keyboard) Anyway, i'm jsut feeling like crap and i feel like no one understands me at all. Me and my mom are real close but most of the time she just doesn't understand what i'm thinking or why i like certain things. And then when i talk to her about it she just says 'Colbie, i'm tired' or Colbie, i dont' want to listen to this right now.' Stuff like that yah know? i hate it. Does any one care? It makes me wonder, if i got hurt really bad would any body care? A few day sago i called my friend Jake and i was really upset and he said that he'd call me back as soon as he could but he never did. That really pisses me off. I mean, if the persons not going to call me then he could jsut say. I'm sure if i can call you back or they could say well, i'll try but don't expect a call or anything. Yah knwo something like that? My friend Beth came over yesterday and we sayed up till like, 2:00. Then, mom has to get her eyes checked and it was a late notice and all and it was the only time that she could go in cuz they closed after noon. So me and Beth are stuck with Liam and David babysitting. It didn't bother me too much but then after watching him for two-three hours mom gets home and i go and practice the piano for about an hour adn then mom is like ok, Colbie, we're going to walmart and i need yoiu to help me. UGHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Do you know how annoying and slow it is wehn you go grocery shoppiong with my mom? It's torturing!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I HATE IT! She has to stop and look at everything!!!
Ergh, makes me mad. Then, she gripes and yells at me cuz i'm yelling at David to get away from me and leave me alone and i'm sooooooo annoyed. I'm afraid that if i open my mouth i'm goign to say something really sarchastic or mean your jsut scream at someone for no absoluute reason. So i'm jsut going to stick to quiet and maybe i'll call a friend and get all this s**t out.
 cheazyniff339 · Fri Jul 14, 2006 @ 12:15am · 0 Comments |
