... The world spins and turns too quickly, I lose my balance and fall upon a foundation of lips and kisses that don't seem to last more than the time it takes for you to sing to me that everything will be ok... I want to take a hand that will stand me up straight, uncurl my legs and dress me up. I don't know what I’m saying or what to do, if this way to turn is slightly more obscure than your view of me. Don't go out of your way, and let me know if you are, but this seemed alright when it began. It seems alright for the moment... hopes tell me that it will seem alright tomorrow. I ignore the anger traced in the voices around me and smile at the thought of you face. Not romantic... just you. It's more than I can think sometimes... even in my frustration and love, I adore you. The words they tell me just serve as more hope that someday, the fear will subside and my foundation will stop shaking so violently...
I wish I could recall the memories fondly... I secretly do... but don't tell my secrets. they're mine... and I won't tell a soul what is in my mind when your beautiful face is there... you're adorable, you drive me crazy and I love you because you're so unpredictable. I’m becoming so as time goes on... I don't care what people see anymore of me... of the situation. I have those that love me... they may support me... they make be against me...
But they love me and I love them. What more can I say?
I'm smiling and content for the moment, though I'm lacking my angel's voice. I miss her more than the world... I wish she was here...
 Made27 · Sat Dec 18, 2004 @ 01:57pm · 1 Comments |
